hmm..

hmm..i've opened a new blog..not gonna not delete my old blog..jus gonna let it rot there..lol..

in jan many things happen lo..
1 is o level results..
not very good..
eng 3
sci3
humanities 2
chi6
n maths 8

cos of maths..im oni like given 7 choices in tt form a thing..1 is poly course..the other 6 is ite course..so kns lo..
nvm..other then tt..oso got other htings..
like erm..o ya..now im teaching c squard liao..my own class=)like finally..lol..
n i jus took my ncap course..hope i pass..

anyway..
today is CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
happy new yr of the hamster=)

anyway..going bac to hospital to c my father again tml..
hes not very good i guess..
few weeks ago..cant breathe..so go hospital..then doc say wan do tricheostomy op..b4tt..i showed him my o level results..he tt time cant tok liao..so he smiled n wrote a note..say he very proud of me..n he smiled..i noe i din do very well..n i noe he was disappointed..but despite his situation..he still comforted me..made me feel good..at tt point of time..i felt very sad..cos i din do very well for my Os..i cant get to the course i wan..
then tok bout the op le..he said so ok lo..do lo..then b4 they wheeled him to the op room..he wrote a note again..saying tt he very proud of me..ask me dun be sad..smiled,gave me a thumbs up..n went off liao..
then last week..aft he got discharge..stayed at my aunt hse..then all was good..till he did his chemo again..then he felt all week again..then sun went to see him..he told me wan stop chemo..n live his last few months happily..rather hten live another additional 3 months suffering..so i said im ok wif wadeva he chooes..till he told me to take care..of myself n my mom..then i started crying likt hell..then din wan to sit there..so i went to sit at the roadside..as if i own tt road like tt..then called lp to tok lo..cos i tt time need some1 to pei me..then aft tt..went to work..then went home..

today..afternoon..wen wif lp to buy my bag n pants..then aft tt..went home..want go hav renunion dinner wif bro sis n mom n father at aunt place..went there..my mom n father went to the hospital..we aft we all ate..we went down to find them..then mom was tired..so she went home 1st..then we waited for him..i was very worried for him cos he din look good at all..so was wif him till bout 10++then went home liao..

anyway..i noe tt my father wun be readin tis..but by any chance tt he will read tis..father..i wan u to noe tt u r everything to me..u r my inspiration n my strength..i lvoe u..

tt song by celine dion.. because u loved me..tt song..will always make me think of wad my father did for me..as if like tis song knows how i feel?hah..anyway..here r the lyrics..

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in youI'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in meLifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believedI'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me