HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR TO ALL U GUYS!! but not for me..

woke up wif a certain feeling about something..but in the end was disappointed..nvm..then went wif bro np to get some stuff n some kfc..

after getting wad we wanted..we went bac..ate..then suppose to go to grandma's place..but yet again i was disappointed..din go in the end..

so i stayed home..watching movies on dvd..and on com..at 6..went wif bro to pick up sis..aft tt..went over to aunt's place..like every yr..do all the PR..then one of my cousin got a cat..i think tt was the only upside all day..im not not a fan of cats..but tt cat jus had a look on her face tt i like(the cat is a girl)..somehow it looks cute to me..pussy looks fierce..but cute somehow..(sounds wrong hor??lol)

after dinner..proceeded to play black jack..but i was not really enjoying..not cos i was losin..it was cos of something else..then aft tt..py sms say mj at her place..in my nind i was like "wah finally..something tt i wanna do!!" bout 1130 or 1145 starting.so i said i wanna go back..left wif sis..

when reach khatib..i got down the bus..n again i got disappointed..cos now she say short of 1 leg..n i din wanna play 3 leg mj..so ya..i walked home..

home le..watch tv n stuff..got hungry..so cooked noodles to eat..now blogging..so bored..

such a waste huh..my $65 new year shirt i din even get to wear..haha..yet another disappointment..

well everything tt i expected, or wished would happen for cny din happen..im not happy..mayb abit sad..jus abit..but definately very, very disappointed..im not gonna mention who or what im disappointd in..

to conclude..this was not a happy chinese new year for me..thx to those who sent their "happy niu yr" smses..inside im really wishing tt i have a happy new yr..esp last nite..i tot it was gonna be an enjoyable long day..wif friends n family..but nah..i did not enjoy..n i was not wif my friends..n din really had the family feeling all round..

how i wish it would all be better tml..2nd day or cny..but i can forsee that i will b home the whole day..other than the need to go out to get food..i noe tt cos i have no plans tml..dun wish to go over to aunt's place..other relatives in m'sia..friends all not free or not in s'pore..so ya..i guess my room will be the only place i will be..

i din noe i can feel so alone, disappointed, empty and sad on such an enjoyable, festive day..

i can go on n on about how im feeling now..but i still wanna wish all of u guys a VERY HAPPY N PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR!!